i will never understand jealous people

while ill never understand the reasoning/motives for people being jealous (when it comes to their significant other), what i do understand, is that they are incredibly annoying. people not “allowing” their significant other to do things without them, or hang out with people without them is pretty ridiculous.

im married. if there is a chick at work that i want to go out to lunch with, im going to go out to lunch with her – probably wouldnt even tell my wife, unless something funny or worth telling happened at our lunch. if my wife goes out to lunch with a guy at work, i dont expect her to tell me about it, again – unless something worth telling happened. if girls are hitting on me, im going to laugh, and probably flirt back – because WHY NOT? if guys are hitting on my wife, good for them, lets all be friends (not in a sexual way).

if i want to hang out with an ex girlfriend, pretty sure im going to hang out with an ex girlfriend. not a big deal. if my wife wants to do the same, still… not a big deal. im actually good friends with an ex of my wifes who she was with for a very long time (who i met through her).. and i think hes great and he cracks me up. im trying to imagine a situation where i was going to hang out with a girl or girls and my wife would have a problem with that.. and i honestly dont even know how i would respond to that. then i tried to imagine myself telling my wife not to hang out with someone (for no logical or apparent reason) and i just really cant understand how that could even happen.

my wife talks to ex’s all the time (some of which make it apparent that they still want to be with her), and im still not seeing how that should be a problem. im pretty sure shes with me, because she wants to be and i have no reason not to trust her. im one of those people who tells their significant other they i love her and trust her, and actually mean it because i dont go crazy psycho jealous on her.

i had a chance to win a trip recently, that she couldnt go to. i chose not to go, because she couldnt go, not because i “was not allowed to.” she said im more than welcome to go on my own. people THAT IS NORMAL. if she ever wanted to go somewhere and i wasnt able to be there.. shes more than welcome to go. shes a grown woman, and last i heard, i dont own her or control her.

i hear guys at work all the time say things like “man, there was this hot chick and my wife caught me looking at her.. she got so mad.” seriously people.. stuff like this just irks the crap out of me.

now that im all worked up, im going to lunch to meet my wife. shes allowed to look at any hot guy she wants, i dont really care. ill probably look too. if she ever got mad at me for looking at a girl, or saying a girl was attractive, i dont even know what i would do. if i say, “man, that girl is pretty.” she could go psychotic freakazoid loony bin on me all she wants, doesnt change the fact that in my opinion, the girl i see is attractive. pretty sure im entitled to my opinion unless now you are trying to take my thoughts from me as well.

this is gay. people quit being stupid. bye.

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thanks to Lebron James, this is the 450th greatest day of my life.

i have never in my life had such abhorrence toward someone, much less someone i dont even know. i could sit here and list reason after reason.. but still cant figure out why i care so much. he was extremely rude and a complete a-hole to a friend of mine at the olympics  a couple years ago, and i honestly use that as my biggest reason to dislike him… but i would dislike him anyway even if i didnt know what a complete jack0ff he is on a semi-personal level. there are all the obvious reasons (the decision, his self given/proclaimed nicknames, etc) but there is just so so much more.

why am i so happy? because today i get to read 20,000 comments on espn.com from haters doing nothing but making fun of him and joking about him and entertaining me. today ive watched the videos of him saying they will win 8 championships in a row, that when they get on the court it will be so easy, that they could win even with pat riley playing with them…. it is all so sweet. and watching him basically tell the whole world that when its all said and done they have crappy lives full of problems, and he is rich and will do whatever he wants to do was just the icing on the cake. this is a horrible thing to say, and im sure karma will get me at some point, but if lebron blew out his knee at the first practice of next year, i would smile. the heat would probably smile too, because they would be a better team.

a few gems ive read so far this morning from haters all around the globe:

In this off season D Wade is going to demand to play with another superstar.. because he cant do it alone.

Since joining a stacked team didn’t work, maybe Lebron can buy a ring off ebay.

-         he’ll probably choke in the bidding process

lebrons mom and his girl are both getting owned by other men. Just like the championship trophy.

“I need some help. I can’t do this all by myself. Someone get me better teammates.”

- Erik Dampier

Today is national lebron james day. Everyone gets to go home 12 minutes early.

I asked lebron james for change for a dollar.. but he only had 3 quarters.

I may not have as much money as lebron, but I have the same amount of rings.

Lebron cant win when he is the best player on his team, and he still cant win now that he is the 2^nd best player on his team.

Lebron belongs in MIAmi because he is always MIA in the clutch

 

what really sucks, is that lebron will get rings. we all know that. and those times are going to suck for sure. maybe ill die in a car wreck first or something cool like that. so thank you again lebron, for figuring out a way to make me feel this way towards you, because you just gave me a great monday.

 

PS: 449 days ago was march 21st 2010. my first date with Mrs Mary Hamilton

love is…

and no.. though it is great, im not talking about the song by bo burnham.

i talk to her all day every day on instant messenger while im at work.. and still smile at everything she says. everyday when she gets home from work, i drop what im doing to run to the door and hug and kiss her. i cancel on volleyball, not because she doesnt want me to go, but because sometimes i really cant stand to leave her. she tells me to go play every day, but most of the time i dont because i just want to be with her. sleep used to be so important to me (especially before volleyball).. now sometimes i just hold her for hours while she sleeps instead of sleeping myself. i used to have to have a tv on to fall asleep – its been that way my whole life. now i dont care, because the longer im awake, the longer i get to have the feeling i have when im holding her. and if i need to sleep, i can just “spoon” her and fall asleep easily. i used to always have to roll onto my stomach to be able to sleep at night.  i enjoy shopping with her. i even enjoy going to garden ridge pottery with her which i didnt think would ever be a possibility with anyone (tried those before with ex’s.. not the same result). i give up going to the gym because i want to be with her. we have a plain tan blanket (she calls it the camel) a plain brown blanket (she calls it the bear) so i now call them camel and bear. i also know when im covering her up at night, not to put the bear on top of the camel because it is bigger and will hurt the camel. im as routine a guy as they come… i was never truly happy unless i had a specific routine that i followed day in and day out when it came to my eating times/habits, volleyball, working out, television shows, etc. i dont really have a routine any more because none of that matters when im with her. i dont care if she takes hamburg (my mercedes) and goes and races and peels out and does donuts – it just makes me laugh.  ive experienced the initial “fake” sense of bliss when meeting a girl on many occasions.. this is so much different and better.. and most of all, permanent. i was married once before.. i put off the marriage for a few years because it just never really felt right, and it wasnt necessarily what i wanted.. but after time i just figured marriage was the thing to do. thats what couples do when theyve been together for a long time.  it is so amazing to have the feeling(s) i have now, i knew immediately that i wanted to marry this girl because this is exactly what i want for the rest of my life. thank you for showing me what marriage is supposed to be/feel like. sucks that i had to wait so long and waste so many years to finally realize and find what this feeling is. the crazy thing is, i think she actually loves me as much as i love her – assuming thats possible.

 

f you.. you stupid slut.

“Drew married some skank.” “He has a history of dating girls like that.”

do you realize that you just owned yourself since you are the only skank ive ever dated? a more accurate statement wouldve been, “drew has always dated nice faithful women except one stupid whore who he married because he was an idiot.”

a girl who has cheated on every guy shes ever dated.. cheated on her husband.. and who has/is/is still trying to cheat on her current boyfriend who shes supposed to marry has the nerve to call another girl a skank… pot – meet kettle.

hows your vball career going? LMAO

 

 

so.. Im married.

i figure this is blog worthy.

its pretty unbelievable. i never couldve imagined someone would treat me the way she does. i jump up off the couch and run to the door when she gets home everyday. when i leave for work every morning, i hate it. not cause i hate my job, because i cant stand to leave her. i literally cant stand it. ive never experience anything like it. its been that way for 9 months. in all the relationships ive been in, the initial excitement and loveyness always wears off. sometimes in weeks, sometimes it last a few months. my initial excitement has always worn off very quickly. this isnt going to wear off. i want this forever. so we are now married. it was a sweet little ceremony at the JP. the judge was really cool, and it was surprisingly cute. he even brought God into the sanctity of marriage stuff, which was neat and i was glad for. im glad i am fortunate enough to be able to do the marriage thing again, and i now realize how its supposed to be. and for the first time, i have  wife that only has sex with me. that makes me grin.

i love third coast

jealous people, gossiping people, slutty people, over weight people, cheaters, drama kings and queens, weirdos… what a melting pot of amazingness.

my new goals for my life.

#1 to be a girl who fits one or more of these categories and join in with 2 or 3 more girls who fit one or more of these categories, and talk crap about another girl that im jealous of.

#2 to be an idiot guy and cheat on my girlfriend(s) repeatedly, then have the nerve to talk crap about another guy (of which i know nothing about) to his own girlfriend. i will do this for quite sometime and fortunately for me the guy will not care and be nice and not damage me.

#3 to turn into a girl, start eating way too much, make it to where i have no life, and consume my life with what is going on with others and then spread gossip to everyone imaginable, all while lying about it half the time. i assume i will do this to make myself feel like i have some sort of worth or importance on this earth, of which i actually do not.

#4 to have a girl break up my current girlfriend and myself, by having sex with me. hopefully it will be someone that the thought of having sex with, makes my penis tuck in so far, that i actually wind up having anal sex with myself.

so i dont write much anymore. i only used to write blogs at work, because i just never really had time or the desire to write at home. well now blog sites are blocked at my work…. so ill probably still write them here and there..but not near as often. but im sure no one reads them anymore anyway, so i dont know why im writing this. bye bye

once a cheater………..

so its been really hard to think of stuff to write about lately… which explains the rarity of my posts over the past month or 2. well heres a funny story (to me – and im sure only me).

before the story, let me just say that i always wondered if i did something wrong that made my ex go out in search of other penises while we were married. i wondered what i couldve done differently, if anything.

boy and girl are together for a long time. boy and girl get married. girl changes. boy catches girl cheating on him. marriage over. girl and the boy she was cheating with stay together and move in together. cheater girl and cheater boy are together for a while. meanwhile, cheater girl starts hitting on a doctor that works at the hospital she works at. cheater girl gets turned down on more than one occasion. original boy laughs uncontrollably and is assured that his actions at the time had absolutely nothing to do with what happened, its just the type of person she is. original boy feels very fortunate that it happened so soon after the marriage, and he was able to get out of it because it obviously wouldve been happening forever and things definitely couldve wound up being a lot harder the longer the marriage went on, especially if kids were involved.

someone read my entire site within the last hour or so.

they mustve lost a bet.

RANDOMNESS NOW.

its unbelievable how dumb some girls can be. trying to make me jealous is laughable. i will be playing vball within 2 weeks – sorry mary – but i will definitely be cautious and safe. i havent been drunk in about 6 months, i think its about time. living in houston is amazing. bobbi is wonderful. i havent done much of anything physically for 2 weeks, and every nagging injury that ive delt with for the past year (back, knee, various fingers) hurt worse now than they did when i was playing every day. i finally got a hair straightener and it is amazing. swimming is exhausting. i lost money this weekend because of my stupid leg and i hate that. i hate hearing “heartbreak warfare” – by john mayer. i love the song, but it makes me sad. a while back, i tried to kiss a girl, and she straight up dodged it. it wasnt too recent, so i dont remember exactly how i reacted. i think i started laughing and said something like “ummmmmm ouch.” – im sure most of you can picture me saying that. ok i have to work now. bye.

looks like my vball is done for a while. imagine this. a negative depressing post on my site.

so a month or so ago i wrote this blog…. http://hammertoe.wordpress.com/2010/02/03/lets-see-if-i-get-screwed-again-this-year/.

and saturday i got my answer. at the end of the semis, i felt a tweek in my quad, but thought nothing of it. one of the first few plays of the finals, i jumped and didnt enjoy the ice pick that someone jabbed into my thigh. i told trav that i couldnt jump anymore so he would have to run up and block lol. he blocks more balls than me, so this probably wasnt a bad idea even if i wasnt hurt. i had been waiting for this match against tim/colin for close to a year and i was so very mad that i basically just did my best to jump and hit everytime i got set. i even still tried to jump serve. in hindsight, jumping for two games in this condition, wasnt the right thing to do. the doctors were in disbelief that i was able to withstand the pain of jumping over and over with my muscle torn and balled/knotted up, but i think my raging anger masked a lot of the pain. dont know all the details yet, but looks like i dont need to have surgery. i will be resting and doing physical therapy for a long time, in hopes that i can be playing again sometime later this year. for those of you who arent muscle experts, the inner part of my quadricep muscle (vastus medialis) tore at the top of my thigh. this caused the muscle tissue to pull down and ball/knot up. now there is a gap where the mucle used to connect and the balled up tissue just below it. fortunately it didnt completely rupture and fully tear off the bone, otherwise i wouldve had no choice but to have it surgically reattached. anyway, here are the pics. its really not too noticable in them but ive been asked to take pics by a few people so drs/chiros/etc that they know can see them.